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Just can say one word, miss. Yaa, I miss you. Really miss your face. Miss your smile. Miss your hug. Miss your kiss. Miss your message. Miss your call. Miss your cheek hehe. Miss your sound (?). And really miss your eyes :”))

I can’t tell somebody about my feeling and my think about you. No one message from you in my handphone. So, I feel congfuse. And I give my tears for my doll tonight. Do you know ? Very much tears, boy :’). I write all my feeling in this paper. And I hope, God can read my story, and always keeps you everyday, everytime, and everywhere. 

Sorry, I can’t be perfect and I can’t to be special one in your life :”“

I’m bad. I’m ugly. I’m not beautiful. I’m not sweetie. I’m not clever. I’m not smart. I’m stupid. I’m loser. I’m labil (?). And, I can’t with you or I can’t to do something which can make you happy, and smile.

Hey boy, don’t think anything. I still love you, till the end. You’re my special one in my life :’). I love you :’*

to : someone can make me feel sad, and always give me a much tears :’). Love you, boy :”)

Something Wrong In My LIfe

Why God give me someone like you ? Like perfectionist pople. One day, I think about my life. My life is so bad ! No motivation, no smile, no laugh, and no special. So, everyday I just can tell my story with my doll. But, my doll can’t say anything. It’s can be silent. So, what should I do ? Must laugh ? Or must get angry ? That’s truly impossible ! You must know that. I feel crazy. I feel sad. And than, God give me an angel, that’s you my lovely prince ! I can smile everytime. I can tell all strory about my life wuthout cry. You give color, and soft touch in my life. What will I say, that you’re my future husband ? Yaaa…you always make me angry with your attitude. But, I feel.. I can’t stop to say that I really miss you. What are you feel same with me ? Heemm..I think it never happend :”)

Thanks for all your rainbow color in my life. For tears, for smile, for laugh, for your hug,  for your call, for your message, and for something what you give to me :”). Really…thanks :”)

Thursday, 3rd April 2014

by : Rurin Sisilia.